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Post by 2lagit2britt on Sept 18, 2006 16:59:36 GMT -5
So, today I went to see the psych for the first time in a long time. I had lost faith in doctors, or so you could say, for a while there. And I am still not 100% convinced that they are sure what they are talking about, but at least it is someone to talk to, in person, that isn't allowed to judge. They put me back on Zoloft, after a long discussion. I hate meds. I guess its worth another shot. She re-diagnosed me with PTSD, Anxiety/Panic Disorder, Depression, and also said I have major abandonment issues. Its so hard to talk to a new doctor because you have to go all the way back and tell them all of your history and you know that you will never be able to get everything across. At least she was easy to talk to, although she will not be seeing me anymore, and has referred me to someone else. I guess she didn't like me. Ha. I will continue to try. Today was very hard. I didn't learn anything that I didn't already know, and it wasn't really all that different hearing it from someone else. I guess it is a step in the right direction though and that is what matters. I don't want to get excited, because I know that each day is still going to be a struggle. That's all for now. Britt
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Post by Mandi on Sept 19, 2006 11:55:25 GMT -5
Britty-
The important thing is you made that first step hun. You're doing great. It's gonna be hard as hell, but you're too bullheaded to let this thing get the better of you. ;D Hang in there sweetie. We're all here for you.
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